Blah. Wishful thinking, or maybe not. Im so confused. Like I really don't understand and i can't figure it out. Like sometimes, i feel that way, and i'm sure that i'm right, but then when ppl do like diff things, or i dont know, i feel liek it's just wishful thinking on my part. Okay haha i do not make sense. WAH i do not like the situation i am in now. Bah, do not like waiting but i shall have to ):
Anyway! Had a lot of small talk, or rather, many talks here and there with Jiale, Eva and Jas. And then I come to a conclusion that Girls are insecure, but some girls are more insecure than others, which is where I stand, sadly. Hahaha, can't stand Eva lah. She has this stupid J person goign aft here liek crazy, then she like so bo chap towards him, and yet shes getting all the attention directed towards her by him. His smses are like long and initiative. Well a bit too initiative for starters. But again. Lucky girl. Haha I think it's nice to be pampered and to be like smbody's one of the most impt person or whtever lah! hahah. Like some guy who is willing to direct all his attention, do all sorts of things for you and be initiative are so sweeeet! It's a very nice feeling to depend on others, cuz sometimes it's tiring to be independant :p. I sound love stuck, haha! But oh wellllllll. Eva! Ask that j person to stop trying to make signs of wanting to do intimate actions towards you, when you havent agree to be his gf! I can help you sms again ;DD Jiale! See now you have so many of us helping you go through this period! Sooooo, you better be alright soon!
Went Kranji War Memorial today, and it was such a pretty place. It was beautiful, and so peaceful. The graves were pretty, and althoough it was solemn and all, it was nice to view through the graves, and the youngest age was like 16! They died for Singapore. And some of them are really really really heroes. Can't help admiring their bravery. The design of the cemetary is so cool, i didn't even mind spending a whoel afternoon there! Thereafter we had this wreath ceremony, and Ms Sebastian asked me to represent 402 to say a few words. So this is what I said:
'To all the soldiers, the Unnamed and the Unknown,
You will always be remembered and honoured by all of us.
It matters not what ranking you were,
for in our hearts, you are of the highest honour.'Quite cool right! Haha I made it up on the way while looking at the many graves.
Oh and i plait my hair today! Haha got quite a funny response. Helped jiale to plait her hair, er unsuccessfully. I shall try it again tmr! And jasmine! And jiaqi! I really like Jiaqi's hair ): Haha Eva refused to let me touch hers at all. Bah. My juniors were like 'Tie again tmr! My classmate want to see" I love my 1/2 class. So sweet and funloving! MWAHHHH. Esp enthusiastic people like Regine, Yue Ling, Ling An, etc. Time to time they sms me. Yay! So if regine's reading this, you can send my love to the class.
And my mum got me contacts! HAHA! Like 30 pairs for the entire year. So i have to use it only when i go out. But oh well, better than nothing. At least she finally got them for me. ;D